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For three months, I've been trying to blog about one thing, and I still can't find my way to do it. Every time I start, I shut down in fear.
In five hours, it'll be a fait accompli. Still, I have sat here for an hour trying to post. And still I cannot.
*sigh*
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Comments (4)
Fear not. There's nothing like "too bad for a blog" or so.
Posted by Sebastian | July 26, 2005 6:14 AM
Posted on July 26, 2005 06:14
Breathe.
Trust that what you are getting, even from yourself, is what you need.
And then breathe again.
Posted by SorchaRei | July 26, 2005 9:15 AM
Posted on July 26, 2005 09:15
Even while freezing up, you're not alone. Wishing you well.
Posted by skywind8 | July 26, 2005 10:29 AM
Posted on July 26, 2005 10:29
Thank you all.
It's not about "too bad for blog."
It's about the fear of old wounds being reopened. Things that were silently, implicitly agreed never to be discussed openly being brought out into the light. The fear of taking the last of the source head-on. The minefield. The war zone.
But it's all about fear.
And now it's time to transcend that.
So… to breathe in; to exhale; to post.
Here we go. The ethos of this blog has always been "if you shine enough light on a situation, you can gain total power over it." Let's see how deep it goes.
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